Man, 2018 has been wild. It’s definitely been an emotional roller coaster. Coming into 2018 I had really high hopes for myself and I had so many goals and plans that never saw the light of day. The first quarter of the year was filled with contentment, hopes, and anxiousness. I had big shoes to fill and honestly I was so excited but also so scared, I had a lot in my hands and I had people who stood beside me ready to help me fill those shoes and carry the burdens, I had to carry. But things started to fall apart. There’s no denying I stepped out of line, I said some things and hurt some friends. I was so filled with grief and anger that I had to leave, there was no other choice. Being alone wasn’t easy, I’ve been alone before but I’ve gotten so used with the people around me that not having them around was strange it was like there was a void in my world. People come and people go. It hasn’t been all doom and gloom I did make new friends this year and it’s been great getting to know them. I saw a lot of great shows, found some really good music, and just hanging out with really cool people. But, the best part of 2018 is knowing some people still care about me. I’m not a good person and honestly I don’t think I deserve what I have but knowing someone is there for you, someone will listen to your problems and wants you to be better made everything ok. I’m going into 2019 with the same feelings I had in 2018 but I’m gonna try to a better person. All I need is a shoulder to lean on and some good music. https://spoti.fi/2GWLwjo https://www.instagram.com/p/BsDZyI2hw2Z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cmievea61bpn
Man, 2018 has been wild. It’s definitely been an emotional roller coaster. Coming into 2018 I had really high hopes for myself and I had so many goals and plans that never saw the light of day. The first quarter of the year was filled with contentment, hopes, and anxiousness. I had big shoes to fill and honestly I was so excited but also so scared, I had a lot in my hands and I had people who stood beside me ready to help me fill those shoes and carry the burdens, I had to carry. But things started to fall apart. There’s no denying I stepped out of line, I said some things and hurt some friends. I was so filled with grief and anger that I had to leave, there was no other choice. Being alone wasn’t easy, I’ve been alone before but I’ve gotten so used with the people around me that not having them around was strange it was like there was a void in my world. People come and people go. It hasn’t been all doom and gloom I did make new friends this year and it’s been great getting to know them. I saw a lot of great shows, found some really good music, and just hanging out with really cool people. But, the best part of 2018 is knowing some people still care about me. I’m not a good person and honestly I don’t think I deserve what I have but knowing someone is there for you, someone will listen to your problems and wants you to be better made everything ok. I’m going into 2019 with the same feelings I had in 2018 but I’m gonna try to a better person. All I need is a shoulder to lean on and some good music. https://spoti.fi/2GWLwjo https://www.instagram.com/p/BsDZyI2hw2Z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jy75rx5vm92q
